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PILLOW
TALK
With Wicked Suzi
(continued,
page 3)
Many
of them thought of themselves, and wanted ME to think of them,
as very masculine beings, even to the point of trying to convince
us both that I was "giving him a blow-job" instead of what we
both knew I was really doing. That pretense only goes so far,
and after a while the novelty wore off. I've only met one person,
out of all those I've been with, who had what it took to actually
carry this off.
Where
were the "guys" I wanted? Did they even exist any longer? Or were
they gone with the winds of the fifties? I wanted a DADDY Butch…
one who had that Look, that Walk, that Stance… that Swagger. One
who had that knowing look in her eyes as she watched me from across
a crowded bar and seemed to know just exactly what I was thinking.
I wanted to feel her IN me.
I
wanted to look into her eyes, rake my nails down her
back, feel the intensity and the passion and the build up and
then watch the explosion happen for both of us!
It's
not that I don't like oral sex, in fact, I love it.. But to me
it's the Appetizer before the main course! There's nothing better
than to lay back on a huge pile of pillows and stretch your arms
above your head and slowly open yourself up to your love… to watch
her eyes feast on your body… watch that glow in her eyes become
a flame… watch it burn hot and then hotter until you can feel
that heat on your skin… watch her immerse herself in the taste
of you and the feel of you and the smell of you… until it's you
who is out of control and she finally, slowly moves up your body
and your eyes meet and you nearly lose it in that incredible moment
when she first enters you.
Whether
it's with her strap on or her hands, there's nothing like it,
and in my opinion, nothing compares to this kind of sex.
I
love the idea that I can make her crazy with some new sexy lingerie
that I've bought just to wear for her…{I remember the androdykes
used to say they preferred plain white cotton... SIGH}…and when
I put on my high heels and do a sexy little strip tease I can
see how wild she gets, how much she wants me. It's totally exhilarating
and so terrifically exciting!
I
can only Thank Goodness for the Computer and the Internet… It
has enabled me to connect with the types of people I used to wish
for, and now I have actually found them!
I
suppose I'd have to say that in the past few years, not only have
I come to accept my own desires but to Celebrate them, knowing
that there most definitely ARE butches out there who Love Pillow
Queens, and actively seek them out!
So
if you are like me… and have wondered these many years "Where
have all the good ones gone?"... Take Heart. They DO exist, and
it is our job to drive as many of them as possible, completely
delirious with desire!
What
are you waiting for?
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